I.
Last night I drove the longlonely
road to Vegas
in my sleep and woke
to quiet in a cheap motel, a pile
of poker chips on my eyes
and the arms of some lost Joshua tree
wrapped
around my neck.
An old coyote tapped
at the windowpane.
Yesterday’s paper was hanging
from his mouth
like a tattooed bone, the marrow
filling with dust
and narrow whispers
of wind.
II.
I could not find the four
sad stars of Los Angeles hiding
in the boundless sky
that gathered the coyote
in its arms, the Sunday times
unfurling from his blackened
mouth and words
rising like smoke
from the page.
III.
Let them scatter
as they may. Let everything
vanish but the desert
and this silent night.
IV.
I want to be your house
when all the old stories
are gone
and the Joshua trees
have been lifted
to the sky in prayer.
I want to stand
wrapped in chains
of Christmas lights you’ve plugged
into the last cold glass of water
this side of Barstow, white as ice
and shining in the night.
I want to be the North Star
to that trucker who sails
the Mojave with loneliness
always at his heels, his next meal
waiting on the stove
of some neon-hearted diner
where every waitress
knows his name
and pours the coffee
just the way he likes it.
Labels: freeway melodies, little animals, memoir, missy the dog did not like this, she peed on the floor when i read it to her
